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Tried and tried the waltz-backspin with no avil. Although now I have the free leg in front of me, but when I'm landing my landing edge is always sorta not in line with the direction that i'm travelling and making a big gash on the ice. Most of the time almost impossible to start a backspin. And the loop-loop-loop-loop-loop jump always turn into a loop-loop-loop or just a loop-loop. And, can never do waltz-loop.

I've lost my backspin. Last week, I had just learned how to make it really fast. But after several hrs of practicing on ice that is softer than the usual (with intention of getting more practice for my waltz-backspin), I had destroyed it.

Arghhh....